I'm applying those words to a few things. It's definitely the way I feel. All the time. It's also how I feel about the state of our house.
For now I'm going to avoid specifics. I just am annoyed, ya know? I'm so tired from throwing up all the time. Mostly I'm annoyed about that. If I wasn't so sick I could probably keep up with everything. One of my brother's is coming to help out for a while...and I'm sort of embarrassed about the state of things around here. My mother in law is coming at the end of the month as well. I just don't have the energy to put things away. The kids have clean clothes to wear, and food to eat. As long as that's ok, I feel like everyone (myself included) is just going to have to accept the fact that the house is a wreck until I feel better.
It just bugs me, ya know?