Wednesday, May 17, 2006

This is me.

Do you ever have those moments where you look in the mirror and are suprised at who you see? I do. I'll walk by a window at a store or a mirror somewhere and be shocked to see the person looking back at me. I don't look how I feel I look. I look at this picture and kind of feel like..."who the heck is she?"

This afternoon I sat on the deck with Anneliese to nurse and be with Anthony as he played in his sand box. For some reason he decided to pitch a handful of sand right at me and the baby....Unfortunately it got in her eyes. Unfortunately I also said something really out of character when he did it and I'm almost positive the neighbors all heard. What're you gonna do though?

He's got a nasty cold too. Thankfully though he's in the bedroom napping. I'm hoping he'll wake up in a better mood than the one he fell asleep in.

I moved Anneliese's playpen/bed into the living room so I can set her down and let her just "be" for a while. I layed her on her tummy...and she just lays there talking to herself and scooting up farther and farther towards the corner. And then after a while she gets mad that she's on her tummy and starts to talk angrily. She's so particular about everything. It cracks me up.

Talked to Kevin this morning at like 4. Miss him a lot. I'm starting to feel like I'm just in a long distance relationship... It's kind of scaring me because all the memories I have of us together are just starting to seem like a bunch of really nice dreams I had a really long time ago. And that's just BAD. I gotta figure out how to change things for us, make them better.

Any ideas?

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