Monday, July 06, 2009

I said something...

....And I think I shocked everyone a little. Myself included.

Tomorrow I will be 20 weeks along with this baby. I've had Thomas, our baby in heaven, on my mind a lot the last couple of days because he passed away at about this time in the pregnancy. Tomorrow I have a check up and ultrasound, and as I was telling the kids that their Uncle would be watching them for a couple hours I accidentally said that they were going to use their fancy machine to take pictures of Thomas. Everyone just stopped eating and looked at me. And then I realized what I said. I kept apologizing, I didn't know what else to do. It's was sort of horrible. I felt horrible. I've just had him on my mind so much that it just slipped out without my even thinking about it.

Foot in mouth syndrome.


Anonymous said...

Just let go and be forgiving and kind to yourself.

Susan said...

(((hugs))) It happens. No need to beat yourself up over it.