Monday, July 06, 2009

I said something...

....And I think I shocked everyone a little. Myself included.

Tomorrow I will be 20 weeks along with this baby. I've had Thomas, our baby in heaven, on my mind a lot the last couple of days because he passed away at about this time in the pregnancy. Tomorrow I have a check up and ultrasound, and as I was telling the kids that their Uncle would be watching them for a couple hours I accidentally said that they were going to use their fancy machine to take pictures of Thomas. Everyone just stopped eating and looked at me. And then I realized what I said. I kept apologizing, I didn't know what else to do. It's was sort of horrible. I felt horrible. I've just had him on my mind so much that it just slipped out without my even thinking about it.

Foot in mouth syndrome.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Just let go and be forgiving and kind to yourself.
G

Susan said...

(((hugs))) It happens. No need to beat yourself up over it.