Sunday, November 04, 2007

A few rough days.

I've been suffering from Candida. It's horrible. It's uncomfortable. It makes you feel like you might lose your mind. It was so bad my eyes, ears, and nose were raw from itching and rubbing. With the start of a few natural remedies things are getting better. But as a result I feel like I've been beat up physically. Candida/yeast infections can be extremely bad during pregnancy because of the change in pH and hormones in the womans body. I got to be one of those lucky ones that got all the bad stuff. Lucky me.

I'm sure there are other things going on in my achy body that I haven't yet figured out. Whatever they are...I wish they would just fix themselves. I'm awfully tired. *sigh*

I've been trying to make myself feel better emotionally by getting out and doing things. The other night we went bowling after Kevin got home from work. We all had fun despite Anneliese running wild through the bowling alley. I think she was fascinated with the disco balls, blue lights and fog they had going.

Today we decided that while Kevin watched some football, (which takes up most of the day), I would take Anthony to a movie since they are free on Sundays and it was a movie he had not yet seen. All I have to say is that I have NO freaking idea what is going on inside my child's head...but when it came out in the form of a violent tantrum in the lobby of the movie theater, it had the people working there wanting to call the MP's. He has NEVER gotten SO VIOLENT, especially in public. Usually it's just pushing/pulling and kicking. Today it was full on punching with all his might, and tearing my clothes. So this is something new which concerns me because he had absolutely no embarrassment or restraint (which he has always shown before in public). Prayers that this whole thing will get some sort of resolution!

So yeah...I'm tired.


Susan said...

Sweetie, feel free to tell t5o shut up, but have you considered having him tested for Aspergers? It kinda sounds like it from what you've said. (((hugs)))

Susan said...

that should be "tell me to" I can't type one handed!