It's one of those days when I feel nothing but bitchy. And then especially bitchy after someone told me that someone else said something really mortifying and horrible with regards to me. The thing is that we go around in our lives wanting to be known, and wanting to trust people. And then once you let your guard down, or think you can trust someone implicantly, they do something that makes you want to jab their eyes out with the nearest sharp object. Or just curl up in a corner and cry. But crying would be like letting that person get away with it...Or would it? Shouldn't one be dignified in this sort of situation? And perhaps just not mention it at all? It gives me a headache just thinking about it.
Which brings me to another point about friends. I haven't had a lot. But it would be nice to have that one I could depend on for a hug when I need it. So in the same thought process I sit here feeling like it would just be so nice to go away and start over where no one knows me or anything about anyone I know. (I swear, it's like 1 degree of knowing people around here. Everyone knows someone who knows you or about your dirty underwear.)
Ugh. Headache.
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One a happier note...I've been posting this and that over on my other blog. Feel free to have a lookie. I'm hoping to have some things up on there for sale soon. That would rock. Wish me luck!
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