For however long I've been saying that I should sell something on Ebay or start a home business or something. The fact that I keep saying it and never do anything about it was driving me up the wall yesterday so I was trying to ascertain why I haven't done anything about it to actively begin something. The conclusion I came to is that I'm not afraid of failing miserably. Actually I could handle failiure quite well. In actuality I am petrified of succeeding. Isn't that just the craziest thing you've ever heard.
And so I came to another conclusion. As long as I am aknowledging that I am petrified of succeeding, and then actively working through that fear...then the fact that I'm afraid won't be so incredibly embarrassing because I'll be doing something about it. One little baby step at a time, right?
So I started something. But I'm not going to talk about it yet because I'm afraid of what might happen. I'm not ready to put myself out there for the public to see yet...but I'll be there in a few days I think.

Something else I'm proud of is that I started walking on the tredmill again. I only did half an hour, but it was great. I felt great afterwards.

A day at a time. A little at a time.
Yup, I'm gonna be ok.